Merry Christmas ! - Singapore <3

Year End Holiday ! yeay ! <3

Happy Holiday ! ; )




and Merry Christmas ! ! !

again , again , and again !

bright like the new day a blank jet of sun covers you fresh and so innocent new to the world Everyone loves you now as the day grows brighter you grow wiser only enough to see the world in a new way day getting darker slower to move. It only seems like earlier that you helped others. The day is gone and so are you tomorrow brings new life just to lose one more last, i just want to be like other people.and please i just need a new life from everybody. thanks : )

Kau Dipaksa Aku Terpaksa

Hati siapakah mampu menahan rasa terkilan
Setelah percintaan dihujani halangan
Sia-sialah aku berkorban selama ini
Andai dirimu tak mampu aku miliki

Pernah jua ku terluka dihiris belati tajam
Walaupun rasa pedih masih mampu ku menahan
Tapi kini aku luka erti luka perasaan
Walaupun tak berdarah bisa buat aku gundah

Kutahu cintamu amat kuat untuk diri ini
Namun tak memberi erti
Jurang pemisah di antara kita
Makin hampir ketara

Bukan Cinta

Apakah yang kau harapkan dariku?
Jikaku tidak mencintaimu,
Maafkanlah aku kerna menhancurkan hatimu

Padamkan aku dari hidupmu
Tiada kebahagiaan dariku untukmu,
Ia hanya melukakan

Mengapa kau tidak putus untuk mengambil hatiku?
Memberikan cinta, kasih dan sayang padaku
Yang tidak tahu menghargai

Tiada cinta dariku untukmu
Hanya kebencian dalam hatiku
Untuk kau melupakan ku
Sedarlah dari mimpimu
Aku akan pergi meninggalkanmu….

i want to be strong ; )

I Surrender !


be strong and stronger ! ; )

*p/s : yanee , thanks alot ye. i appreciate it ! ;) i really miss you my friend. !

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aku tak tau nak start mcm mana . hati aku sakit . sakit sgt2 , bagai ditikam dgn pisau yg tajam . after class pkul 3 - 5 pm then lepak mkn dgn classmate and bincang pasal assgment then trus aku balik rumah . sebab nak catch Spa Q 2 kot . HAHAHA ! nak tgk Norish Karman . eh ! silap2 nak tgk Kenchana Dewi lah ! yg Shila oh lala tu ! hehe , tetba tangan gatai maka aku pun pgy lh on lappy aku nak online lh katanya . dgn pantas aku trus log in to myspace and facebook ! and tetba mood aku trus jd sedih . then aku pun pgy lh on ym jap . sebab nak tanya utk jawapan yg pasti. dlm hati aku mmg nak tanya je . tak ada niat nak tuduh2 pun . tp , manusia ni mmg . smua nye berlaku dluar jangkaan aku . and hari ni lah aku kehilangan seorg kawan yg begitu bermakna utk aku . tapi nak buat mcm mana lh kan . itu hak masing2 . kita tak bleh nak halang keputusan org lain . so aku pun jawab lah : im sorry . i janji dgn apa yg u nak ok? terus air mata aku menitis di atas keyboard lappy aku . entahlah . kenpa aku tetba begitu emotional . to you : sorry for my appear in your life . and being a bad friend in your life . i am so sorry . and itu lah ending for our friendship . lastly , u tu kena take care . selalu je sakit . jaga diri sediri lah eh . i hate the ending , seriously ! but it is good for us ! right ?


to love and to be loved

" it hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return , but what is more painful is to never have the courage to let that person know how you feel . dont go far looks , they can deceive , dont go for wealth , even the fades away , go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright . it takes only a minute to get a crush on someone , and a day to lose someone , but it takes a lifetime to forget somoene ! "

T A G ! again by tyra banks - jeff !

HAHAHA , actly dah lama si bodoh , gemok tu tag aku . tapi aku malas sgt nak layankn dia ! tak ada masa aku nak layan tag kau bodoh ! ni pun aku terpaksa reply tag kau ! baruah ! macam haram ! dengar sini , aku akan balas dgn sempurna !

1 ) Do you think you 're HOT ?
- damn you ! i am not ! HAHAHA , i love to be cool ! * suam - suam sejuk je ! ;p

2 ) Upload your favourite picture of you .

* p / s : my latest pic ! ; )

3 ) Why do you like that picture ?
- because aku nampak lain dalam picture itu ! sebab tu lh aku suka ! ; )

4 ) When was the last time you ate pizza?
- kau mmg bodoh jeff ! tanya soalan yang membunuh cell2 otak aku ! ( penat aku fikir ! ) it was a long long long time ago ! i can 't really remember it dear ! kalau tak silap aku , its on october kot . i had it with my family . if i am not mistaken lah . hehe ;p


5 ) The last song you listened to?
- You ' re still the one by Shania Twain
HAHAHA , jiwang karat !

6 ) What are you doing now besides this?
- nothing much lah bodoh ! soalan ni pun nak tanya ! * tgh ambik bau yg sedap . nana and panda tgh masak ! ( to panda and nana : kali ni korank btul2 berjaya ! )

7 ) What other name do you prefer besides yours?
- aku nak org pggl aku playdoh bila jumpa aku dmana2 sahaja ! ; D

This Christmas !

jingle bell , jingle bell , jingle bell , jingle all the way ... haihs , what should i plan for this coming Christmas ? all of the shopping complex are playing the Christmas songs . its make people feel very joyful . thoought that want to celebrate with my friend but suddently i received a text message -( ... u , 25 i nye kazen tunang ... ) so , i am thinking to have a trip to Singapore during this x' mas . hmm , this lately many things that happened in my personal life . and i learned how to compare the good and bad . its make me more matured . suddenly , i felt happy that i am already 19 ! hooray ! can watch porn videos legally ( HAHAHA ) , smoke legally and etc . i always tell myself that - be strong baby ! but i am always weak ! just wonder how could it be ? for this Christmas i want to pray to God for giving me a huge love and make me strong and stronger !






merry christmas ! ! ! ; )

los dan faun ! HAHAHA ! ; D

korank ! after all the party like there is no tomorrow . maka aku pun pergi tengok wayang bersama rakan2 ( shima , panda , nana ) aku . hehe . kali ni kitorg tengok cite los dan faun . HAHAHA , klakar dow cite tu ! korank pergi lah tengok ! ( even tajuk movie tu sounds like stupid , but fun ! ) kalau tak lawak , korank pukul je aku . ;p

Terlalu Istimewa ; )

Ku tatap gambar wajahmu
Sinar mata itu
Lirik senyumanmu
Pesona yang membelai
Wajahmu bercahaya
Memberi bahagia
Tiap yang memandang
Hati jadi salju

Kau terlalu istimewa
Kasih dan sayangmu terpancar
Seikhlas
Tiada batasan terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Inginku lihatmu dewasa
Apa daya
Tuhan lebih menyayangimu

Ku pasti kau berbahagia
Duduk di sampingNya
Mendengar cerita
Segala rahsia

Kau terlalu istimewa
Kasih dan sayangmu terpancar
Seikhlas
Tiada batasan terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Inginku lihatmu dewasa
Apa daya
Tuhan lebih menyayangimu

Tak tertanggung rindu
Mendengar suaramu
Tawa mengusik jiwa

Terpancar
Seikhlas
Tiada batasan terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Inginku lihatmu dewasa
Apa daya
Tuhan lebih menyayangimu

I Surrender

There's so much life I've left to live
And this fire's burning still
When I watch you look at me
I think I could find the will
To stand for every dream
And forsake the solid ground
And give up this fear within
Of what would happen if they ever knew
I'm in love with you

'Cause I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

I know I can't survive
Another night away from you
You're the reason I go on
And now I need to live the truth
Right now, there's no better time
From this fear I will break free
And I'll live again with love
And know they can't take that away from me
And they will see... yeah

I’d surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'd make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'd make you give them all to me
I'd hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Every night's getting longer
And this fire is getting stronger, baby
I'll swallow all my pride and I'll be alive
Can't you hear my call
I surrender

I'd surrender everything
To feel the chance to live again
I reach to you
I know you can feel it too
We'll make it through
A thousand dreams I still believe
I'll make you give them all to me
I'll hold you in my arms and never let go
I surrender

Right here, right now
I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

Right now
I give my life to live again
I'll break free, take me
My everything I surrender all to you

give up

okay ! hmm , this is the first entry for this month . today i am sick again . ( panda said : kau ni ngada2 , padahal tak demam pun . ) seriously , i am sick today ! fever + flu + cough ! it is damn so fuckerina ! haha . whatever lah . my mind just keep thinking of something and someone . alot of things that i have to decide by myself . which one that i have to throw away and which one that i should handle it nicely . oh my God . it make my head become dizzy ! today i woke up at 2.30 pm . because all of the classes have been cancle. its damn so heaven ! but i just lying on my goofy bed and slept for the whole day . and tonight i got mid term exam . damn aku tak study lagi dow ! adeh ! ahhh ! whatever lah . back to the story , this lately , there is someone that have appear in life . and sometimes that person make me feel very happy . but sometimes make me feel very down . i dont know why . i get close with that person with an unbeliveable way . anyway , i think that i should erase that person from my life's wall . i know that i am a love sick puppy . and i know that both of us are impossible to be together . i doesnt want to be the 3rd person in your life . i dont know what will be happen if i keep getting close with you . only God knows ! today i have to decide for the ending . no more tears because of you after this . i surrender ! i cant handle it anymore . i know u do love your lover , so by here i wish you happy with your bitter half . p/s : u are always in my heart . you are the strawberry of my eye ! <3

I miss YOU very much !

haish ... my mind keep thinking of that person. entah lh... aku pun tak tau nak buat apa dah... eyy! serabut kepala otak aku. kusut!

Pernah jua ku terluka dihiris belati tajam
Walaupun rasa pedih masih mampu ku menahan
Tapi kini aku luka erti luka perasaan
Walaupun tak berdarah bisa buat aku gundah

Remp - iT

vrooom ... vrooooom ... haha ! malam tadi sinchan ( firdaus ) msg aku ajak kluar lepak kat town. so apa lagi aku pun ON je la. sebab dah lama tak kluar mlm. hehe. dia cakap nak amek aku kat rumah around 9.30pm. so aku pun mandi and siap2 tunggu kedatangan dia. hehe. tp .... ! jam tepat pkul 9.15pm sinchan msg aku lagi , -

weh, sorry la .. aku xdpt kluar la .. sebab mak aku pakai krete xtau balik pkul brape. mcm mane ar? aku malas nak naik motor. sorry eh, esk2 je la.

and mood aku pun dh malas. so apa lagi, grab my lappy and trus online. hehe. kalau korang nak tau, lappy Fujitsu aku lh yang jd teman sejati aku semasa aku berada dirumah. online nye online, tetba msn aku ada org nudge ! si amush plak ajak lepak ruma dia. trus aku jadi gembira sebab takde lh bosan asyik duk kat ruma je. ni perbualan kita dlm msn -

amush : nudge !
playdoh : amende ?
amush : weh, lepak ruma aku lew ! aku amek kau kat ruma
playdoh : ok2. skrg eh !
amush : alright, tapi krete qimy pinjam ar. naik motor bleh?
playdoh : hmm, bleh je la. aku tgh bosan tahap cipan ni.
playdoh : haha, bleh rempit mush ! hehe :p
amush : hehehehe, mcm2 la ko nie, ok aku grak skrg tau. lagi 15mins aku sampai.
playdoh : alright boss

after 15 min si amush pun sampai. then trus gerak ke rumah dia lepak2. igtkn ruma dia ada apa2 yg best2. rupa2nye, duk dlm bilik dia online je. baik aku duk kat ruma je. last2 aku ajak dia pgy pusing2 kat bandar. hehe. and dia pun takde hal. then trus kiteorg gerak. tetba dak abang ( iqmar ) msg tanya kat mana. and nak lepak sekali. kiteorg tggu si dak abg tu kat melaka sentral dulu then trus pgy pusing2 kat bandar. hehe. best dow ! pgy tgk eye on malaysia yang bru dipindah ke melaka. tapi lokasi tempat eye on malaysia kat melaka ni tak strategi. view dia tak best lh. sebab letak kat tepi laut. nak tgk apa? letak lh kat tgh2 town ke. kannn? bodo ! haha. after pusing2 kiteorg lepak kat mekdi dataran pahlawan. kiteorg lepak kat sana quite lama lh. dlm 3 jam ada kot. borak2 kat sana. dgr si dak abg buat lawak lahanatt dia. haha. gelak nye gelak tiktoktiktok... jam dh pkol 4am. so kiteorg pun angkat lh bontot masing2 and chow. mlm td mmg sejuk nk mampos. bergigil aku naik motor. haha. tapi sumpah best. vroom... vroom... rempittttttttttt ! :)


p/s : bila lh aku bleh pakai skinny ! haha ;D

Cinta Tanpa Kata - Kata

Hidup adalah warna warni
Jika datang cinta selalu
Menuntut pengorbanan
Sejak manusia pertama

Aku adalah pencinta biasa
Yang dengan hati mencintaimu
Mencinta dengan caraku
Cinta yang mengharapkan setia

Cinta tanpa kata-kata
Cinta seperti embun dan pagi
Cinta seperti bulan dan bintang
Cinta seperti api dan bara

That;s when you love someone

When you love someone - you'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

You'll deny the truth - believe a lie
There'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly
But your lonely nights - have just begun
When you love someone

When you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside
And nothin else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone

When you love someone - you'll sacrifice
You'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice
You'd risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

To All My Best Friends : shima, eddy, panda, nana, yanee and amy winehouse - intan jazmine ... ; )

This is for you, my best friend,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.

Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down

I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.

And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.

I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you :
My best friendsss !

Tag

THE SELF
[01] Name: Vincent
[02] Nickname: play doh
[03] Married: Esok !
[04] Zodiac Sign: Libra
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: 19
[07] High School: English College ( Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar. JB )
[08] University: MMU Melaka Campus
[09] Height: 172 kot !
[10] Weight: Mesin timbang rosak ! haha ! ;D
[11] Do you like yourself: Mesti lah ! gila !
[12] Piercings: Toungue !
[13] Right or left: Center
[14] Are you a freak: Yes !
[15] Hair: Hitam lah !
[16] Skin: Yellow skin
[17] Allergic: -
[18] What are you doing now: Thinking somebody !
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Dreaming on my bed
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Get a good job .

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): 4
[23] Eldest: Brother
[24] Youngest: Sister
[25] Love/hate your family: Love je !

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: Not sure ...
[27] If yes, who is he/she: No comment !
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Bitter half
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Dah lupa lah !
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Not sure ...
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Yeah, even more than that ...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: No comment
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Too many ... ; (
[34] Ever argue with your other half: -
[35] You with your other half since: Review Q. 26
[36] Are you straight/gay: Straight ? Gay ? Both lah ! haha ; D joking !
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Ask my heart , if you can !
[38] You and your other half in which stage: Don't be a busybody to know it ... ; p
[39] You woo-ed her/him or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: Oh my God ! Yes !

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: Ben
[42] Your first enemy: Cant list here ! Ask me personaly
[43] The friend you love the most: Who loves me
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): Review Q. 42
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Kimora Lee kot ! haha !
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: Elvis
[47] The kind of girl/woman you hate the most: Pompuan gedik !
[48] The kind of boy/man you hate the most: Lelaki yg pukol bini ! haha
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Yeah, once
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Nahh !
[51] If your friend backstab you: Siku sama dia
[52] If your friend betray you: Don't care
[53] If your friend woo your lover: Potong leher dia
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Fall in love dgn dia jugak lah ...
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Will think about it

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: Nahh
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Assignments will be done b4 the dateline
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Nope
[59] Always late to school/college: Tak penah . if lambat then trus ponteng je .
[60] Your class: Macam2 ada .
[61] You love your seniors: Hmmm ...
[62] Senior who you love the most: Crazy
[63] Your classmates good/bad: some of 'em very nice n some of 'em just bullshit !
[64] Excellent result classmate: Cant reach it
[65] Laziest classmate: Most of them

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: play doh
[67] Stupid people: -
[68] Good looking people: Just around me
[69] Ugly people: Ramai je
[70] Funny people: Some of my friends kot
[71] Cute people: play doh lah !
[72] Bad people: Entah
[73] Honest people: Him / Her
[74] Acting people: -
[75] You are what kind of people: Mental

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: BOTH
[77] Hugs or kisses: BOTH
[78] Shorter or taller: Depends
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Haha ! Soalan bodoh !
[81] Listener or talker: Both
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic lah dulu , then baru rich ... haha !
[83] Good wife or Good mother: Depends

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: Esok pun boleh ...
[85] Numbers of kid(s): Tak kesah pun .
[86] Career: Tauke besaq ! Dok goyang kaki then doet masuk !
[87] Salary: Lagi banyak lagi bagus lah ! Ofcause
[88] Retirement age: No limit ! As long as i still alive
[89] Properties value: You do the math
[90] Wishes: To those who know i am sick , please pray for me

ENOUGH ! ! !

I am A love - sick puppy.

i am a love sick puppy? aku pun tak tau la. malas la nak fikir smua tu. For those who have been close to my life mesti tahu perkembangan hidup aku kan. Actly aku ada rapat dgn seseorang ni, which i dont know how, but i fell so deeply in love with ( eventhough kami mmg takde ape2 ikatan lagi ). Im a love-sick puppy. Pgy mana2 pon i keep thinking tentang dia. I cant hide from my feeling. Seriously, my feeling towards dia sgt mendalam. I've never felt so hopelessly devoted to someone before. Bak kata org mandi tak basah makan tak kenyang la. Haha. : D I know its very tacky but its true. Could it be true love? Hmm, i dont know. But i know its karma, what goes around comes around. Aku penah menyakiti hati orang dan kini aku da terima balek perkara yg aku telah buat pada org laen. So, aku pasrah.

"Love is a strange thing. You cannot force it into sumone life. It's either there or not. If i let this "thing" between us going on it will only hurt me more because i will fall in love with you more and more each day. Cinta yg bertepuk sebelah tangan will never work."

it is hard for me to handle the emotional rollercoaster, aku dah tak mampu nak handle dah! :(

You've been wonderful to me and i will treasure every moment we had together. Thank you. I am STILL in love with you. <3

L . O . V . E - apa tu?

Since a very long time ago, people have searched for the meaning of love. But even the great philosophers, with their profound definitions, could not fully touch its true essence. In a survey of 4-8 year olds, kids share their views on love. But what do little kids know about love? Read on and be surprised that despite their young and innocent minds, kids already have a simple but deep grasp of that four-letter word.

"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way."

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."

"When someone loves you, the way she / he says your name is different. You know that your name is safe in her / him mouth."

"Love is when a girl / boy puts on perfume and a girl / boy puts on cologne and they go out and smell each other."

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at him / her because you know it would hurt his / her feelings."

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My mommy and daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss but they look happy and sometimes they dance in the kitchen while kissing."

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."

"Love is hugging. Love is kissing. Love is saying no."

"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared she/ he won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only does she / he still love you, she / he loves you even more."

"There are 2 kinds of love. Our love. God's love. But God makes both kinds of them."

"Love is when you tell a guy / girl you like his / her shirt, then he wears it everyday."

"Love is like a little old woman / man and a little old man / woman who are still friends even after they've know each other so well."

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."

"Love is-if you hold hands and sit beside each other in the cafeteria. That means you're in love. Otherwise, you can sit across from each other and be okay."

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." "Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."

"Don't feel so bad if you don't have a boyfriend / girlfriend. There's lots of stuff you can do without one." ( betul ke? haha! )

"Love is when mommy sees daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than David Beckham."

"If you want somebody to love you, then just be yourself. Some people try to act like somebody else, somebody the boy / girl likes better. I think the boy / girl isn't being very good if he / her does this to you and you should just find a nicer boy / girl."

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day"

"When you're born and see your mommy for the first time."

"Love is what makes people hide in the dark corners of movie theaters."

"Love goes on even when you stop breathing and you pick up where you left off when you reach heaven." "My enemies taught me how to love."

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

"You have to fall in love before you get married. Then when you're married, you just sit around and read books together."

"I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby sister because I love her."

"Love cards like Valentine's cards say stuff on them that we'd like to say ourselves, but we wouldn't be caught dead saying."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."

"Love is when mommy sees daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."

"You never have to be lonely. There's always somebody to love, even if it's just a squirrel or a kitten."

"You can break love, but it won't die."

hari yang bersejarah ! haha ; D tindik lidah !

hohoho... ! sakittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt ! ; ( haihs, aku pun tak tau kenape bleh tetba gerak hati nak tindik lidah. maybe sebab bosan kot. after woke up je aku trus msg eddy ajak dia pgy dataran pahlawan ( DP ) sebab nak tindik lidah. and dia pun on je. haha, mmg gila la kn? after siap2 je aku trus grak ke DP dgn eddy, shima and panda sekali. sampai kat DP je trus kiteorg kunjung ke kedai pierce tu. tapi time kite sampai tu piercing artist tu takde. ntah mane dia pgy. so aku pun call lh artist tu sebab nak set time smua tu. sambil2 tu aku pun adjust la harga pierce. mula2 dia ckp seorg tindik rm90 but if 2 org and the 2nd person bleh dpt 50%. adeh, harini dah la aku seorg je yg nak tindik. so aku pun pandai2 la mengedik dgn artist tu. ( p/s : artist tu pompuan ) last2 dpt lh rm70 siap dpt pilih stud lagi! huh! pandai kn aku? haha. pastu set time smua tu kita berempat pun pgy berjln2 dsekitar DP. tgk jam bru pkol 4pm sejam lagi kena tggu sbb aku set dgn pompuan tu pkol 5pm. so, kteorg pun pgy la lepak and mkn lunch kat foodcourt dseberang DP tu. sampai la org tu call baru la kiteorg pgy balik kat kedai tu. sampai2 je trus siap2 utk bertindik. haha. cuak dow. tapi still maintain la. haha. be strong playdoh. haha. time tindik tu mmg horror gila. jarum tu dh la kasar. adeh, once the jarum dh pierce through the toungue rase mcm nak pengsan je. pening kepala. but kejap je. smua tu done in 5 minit je. haha. but the next few days mesti sakit. so tak bleh la nak mkn makanan yg keras and minuman yg panas. kena jaga elok2. haha. harap2 my pierce will be ok la... hehe. ; ) miss mekdi! miss all of my fav food! damn!

FALL FOR YOU

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

Homestay at Shah Alam Section 7 ; )

Jom, Homestay! ; )Last Friday i went to Shah Alam for a couple days of homestay. haha. sounds funny right? Shah Alam ada Homestay ke? haha. ; D best jugak la homestay ni. brings me alot of memories. hehe. mula2 igt nak lepak kat bandar sri permaisuri cheras. mana tau tetiba kawan aku msg aku tanya bila nak lepak tempat dia. so last2 end up lepak kat shah alam je. haish. on that day aku mmg rushing gila. pagi2 dah bangun dah. sebab nak jumpa academic advisor aku kat campus. sebab aritu kan friday, advisor aku plak nak kena sembayang jumaat. pagi pkol 10am aku dah call dia bgtau dia that aku nak jumpa dia. tetba dia ckp dia ada hal so dia set time pkol 3pm. aku siap2 smua pkol 3pm aku trus head off to campus. campus dh la jauh dari rumah aku, penat aku brjalan kaki ke sana. babi nye advisor. haha. dah la penat aku berjalan kaki ke campus dia plak takde kat bilik dia. adeh! dia yg set time utk aku dia plak takde. mcm lahanat la kn. sial! mcm nak tendang je pintu dia. bongok! haha. tapi tak berani plak. hehe. aku lepak kat depan bilik around 20 min je aku trus gerak balik rumah nak siap2 and kemas barang then pergi melaka sentral. adeh, aku dah la penat kawan aku plak dh tunggu kat depan pak guard rumah aku. tak pasal2 kena maki. sia2 je. haha. tapi nak buat mcm mana enn? dah mintak tolong dia, takkn nak gaduh2 plak. so senyap je la. : ( sampai sentral je aku trus beli tiket pkol 5pm. bus KKKL. haha. lepak2 nye lepak bas pun dh sampai. so ape lagi naik bas la. hehe. dsebabkn kepenatan aku pun tdo la dlm bas. penat woo... hehe. sampai mintak tolong drvier bas tu berhenti kat Station Monorail Hang Tuah je, senang aku nak ke Kl sentral. tak payah nak transit2 lagi. haha. thanks mr. driver. ; ) sampai Kl sentral je trus aku cari krete Yanee. ntah mana dia tunggu. bg direction yg pelik2 penat aku cari you tau? Yanee! last2 jumpa gak VIVA putih dia. hehe. comel dow viva dia. ; ) haha. so beli la VIVA saving and ciut miut liut tiut! hehe. then trus grak ke Shah Alam. dalam krete tu kite 2 org asyik berckp je. tak rase penat langsung. maybe dah lama tak jumpa kot. haha. borak nye borak akhirnya sampai la jugak kat tanah Shah Alam. haha. tetiba nampak mekdi so aku pun mintak la Yanee drive thru jap. sebab nak beli double cheese burger kawan aku. bnyk gila krete yg tgh beratur nak drive thru. so apa lagi sambung sembang la! ; ) lepas beli mekdi je trus ke rumah kwan aku yg berada di sec 7. kite 2 org dah la tak tau jalan kat area sec 7 ni. so terpakse la call kawan aku ni. last2 dia bg la tau mcm mana nk ke jalan plumbum tu. hehe. sampai2 je dia dah tggu kat bwah. adeh, malu dow. tapi naseb baik ada beli double cheese. haha. sampai rumah dia je trus aku lepak kat dlm bilik je. penat dow! tak kesah la anugerah skrin ke ape ke. malas nak layan dah. haha. after anugerah skrin je, kawan aku ni suh ajar dia mandarin plak. sebab ari isnin tu dia dia ada final paper mandarin. so jadi la cikgu kejap before tido. that night mmg aku tido kaw2 nye! haha. trip ni mmg duk kat rumah je. tak pgy mana2 pun. except sunday night je kluar dgn Yanee jap. sebab parents kwn aku dtg so dia nak kluar dgn parents pgy beli barang. so aku pun pgy dinner dgn Yanee kat the curve - ayam penyet. hehe. pastu teman dia ke alam damai jap then balik rumah kwn aku. that night quite sentap gak la. aku belikn kwn aku pancake from Paddington House of Pancake konon2nye tanda terima kasih la sbb aku tumpang rumah dia kan. dia plak ckp nak tdo dulu sebab penat kluar dgn parents dia mlm td. hmm, adeh! ; ( padahal aku dah nak sampai dah pun. dah kat federal dah pun. tggu kejap tak bleh? siku kang! haha. hmm, best gak la lepak katsini kn. bleh masak2, makan2, borak2, gurau2 and etc... hehe. ; ) thanks dow. agagagagaga! ; D igtkn nk balik hari isnin tapi sebab end up balik hari rabu pagi. tapi apa2 pun best la! hehe. thanks. thanks. thanks. thanks. ' jie jie' !

Cameron Highlands ; D

Being a primarily agricultural domain, you will find an abundance of vegetables and fruits farms here. Also, Cameron Highlands is a leading producer of flowers in Malaysia; be prepared for a lovely sight of extraordinary flowers you won’t see flourishing elsewhere in Malaysia! Drive up as high as 1500 metres above sea-level to get here among the peaks of the main range of Peninsular Malaysia and enjoy temperatures as low as 16 ˚C.

One of the wonders of Malaysia, Cameron Highlands is the largest and most famous hill resort in the country. This highland paradise still retains much of the charm of an English village. Cameron Highlands is the smallest district in the state of Pahang which is located in the north-western corner of the state. Although it is in Pahang, its two main exits go to Tapah and Ipoh in the state of Perak.

It is made up of 3 main townships at different elevations. The first town from the south is Ringlet, followed by Tanah Rata, Brinchang, Kea Farm, Tringkap, Kuala Terla and Kampong Raja.




The Highlands were named after William Cameron, a British colonial government surveyor who discovered the plateau during a mapping expedition in 1885. The fame of Cameron Highlands then grew during the colonial era when British planters realised the potential of its fertile mountain slopes for growing tea, then a prized commodity. Cameron Highlands is still home to many tea plantations, being Malaysia's largest tea-producing region. With its many farms the area is also known as a major supplier of legumes and vegetables to both Malaysia and Singapore, and is one of Malaysia's prime tourist destinations.

Apart from the cool weather, key attractions in Cameron Highlands include a butterfly farm, strawberry farms, rose gardens and vegetable gardens. There are also the Brinchang Hindu Temples and the Sam Poh Chinese Mahabayan Buddhist Temple. Other features include Cactus Point, Cactus Valley and the BOH TEA Plantation. There is Market Square, the Cameron Highlands Time Tunnel Galeria (at nearby Kea Farm) and accommodation at the Kampung Taman Sedia Homestay, Tanah Rata and The Smokehouse Hotel.

Pulau Sipadan ; )

Sipadan is the only oceanic island in Malaysia, rising 2,000 feet or 600m from the seabed. It is located in the Celebes Sea east of the major town of Tawau and off the coast of East MalaysiaBorneo. It was formed by living corals growing on top of an extinct volcanic cone that took thousands of years to develop. Sipadan is located at the heart of the Indo-Pacific basin, the centre of one of the richest marine habitats in the world. More than 3,000 species of fish and hundreds of coral species have been classified in this ecosystem. on the Island of

Normally rare diving scenes are frequently seen in the waters around Sipadan: schools of greenback turtles and hawksbill turtles nesting and mating, schools of barracuda & big-eye trevally in tornado-like formations, pelagic species such as manta rays, eagle rays, scalloped hammerhead sharks and whale sharks.

A mysterious turtle tomb lies underneath the column of the island, formed by an underwater limestone cave with a labyrinth of tunnels and chambers that contain many skeletal remains of turtles that have become lost and drown before finding the surface.Acknowledged as one of the best diving and unique spots in Southeast Asia, Pulau Sipadan is located off the small coastal town of Semporna on Sabah's eastern coast. Just 15 feet from the beach, the water turns indigo blue as the sea drops abruptly to 2,850ft deep! It is rather awe-inspiring. Myriad of colorful tropical fish swim in the warm water near the surface whereas huge groupers nose about. Moreover, the water gets so dark that one would not really know what lurks below. This famous feature won Sipadan island a "Best Beach Dive in the World" award in 1993.

The sea is overflowing with marine life. The main attraction for divers is the rich and unique variety of corals both soft and hard. Reef fish of every shape and hue can be found in these waters. Colorful butterfly fishes, angel fishes, damsel fishes of electric blue and bright orange colors inhabit the coral reefs, thus adding to the splendor of the underwater havens.

Between April and September, the Green and Hawksbill turtles will come ashore in droves to nest in the soft golden sands of Sipadan. When you dive during this time, you are bound to encounter these harmless denizens of the deep.

A beautiful white-sand beach fringes Sipadan but the real beauty of this island is in its waters. The season for diving is from mid-February to mid-December. Visibility ranges from 60 feet to over 200 feet. Several dive spots have even been identified and given exotic names after the variety of corals and marine life that are unique to these spots. There is the "Hanging Gardens", the "Barracuda Point", and the exciting "Turtle Cavern".

Professional diving companies operate on the island, complete with water, electricity, food, drinks, and comfortable accommodation for an unforgettable experience. To get there, one can take the 45-minute boat ride from Semporna.

Missing something in my life.

dah hampir 2minggu dh aku moody je. tak tau kenapa. and malam ni aku tak dpt nak tido. aku cuma dpt tido 4 jam je. pkul 3am lebih aku dah terjaga. aku pun tak tau kenapa. haihs, whats wrong with me la playdoh! kalau on laptop je asyik2 lagu jiwang. adeh, apa ni. tak rock la kn? haha. : ( semakin hari semakin suka aku dgr lagu ENTAH by AFGAN. lagu dia best, bermakna sgt2. tetiba aku rasa mcm nak berdadah je. sebab berdadah dpt tolong aku untuk menghilangkan segala2 buat sementara. haha. tapi itu semua dulu la. now? its a big no no for me. hehe. sayangilah diri sendiri. : ) <3 since aku tak bleh tido aku pun lepak la kat ruang tamu hisap rokok tgk tv. kalau time ni parents aku mesti dah tido lena nye. mesti tgh mimpi pasal dorang pgy honeymoon. haha. :D sebab tu la aku bleh hisap rokok kat ruang tamu. selambe je. alaa, astro ni cekik doet org la! takde program yg best2. asyik repeat je program dorang. bosan la. last2 aku end up lepak kat yard rumah aku je. haha. konon2 romantik la ni. :p aku lepak je kat sini. tak de buat apa2 pun. hisap rokok and minom teh BOH je. haha. : ) nak online tapi modem broadband tu ada kat bilik parents aku. so malas la nak kejot dorang semata2 nak amek modem je. what to do. lepak je la kat sini. lama gak aku lepak sedar2 dh pkul 6am. time plak rasa ngantok. so apa lagi masuk dlm bilik trus tido. hehe. harap2 dapat mimpi yg
best best. :D

open house : )

yeay! today i woke up early than usual because i have to follow my cousin and his family to an open house at his father in law place in pasir gudang jb. aku ada seorg cousin ni dia kawin dgn seorg malay girl since 3 years ago. life dorang ni happy go lucky je. biaselah kn both of them are still young baru je 30. dorang ada 1 seorg anak lelaki je nama dia Mohd Danish Asyraf bin Ibrahim. comel dohh anak dia baru umur 2 tahun. hehe. comel gila. huh, actually dorang stay kat kl and keje kat kl jugak. today dorang balik kampung belah wife dia kat pasir gudang. sebenarnye aritu dorang dh beraya kat sini tapi dsebabkn esok kan deepavali so dorang tak payah nak rushing balik ke kl bleh overnight kat sini. kebetulan plak rumah bini dia ada buat open house. the night before cousin aku dtg ni dia dah call aku tanya nak ikot dia ke open house tak sebab dia tau aku ada kat jb. hehe. aku pun apa lagi ikot je la. the next day pkol 9am je cousin aku ( aku pggl dia Danial je) dah call dia bgtau dah on the way nak ke jb dh. aku dh la jenis yang malas nak bangun pagi. and not a morning person. so terpaksa la bangun and siap2 tunggu dia sampai sebab dia ckp nak singgah rumah aku jap nak jumpa parents aku. around 130pm dia dh sampai rumah aku yg kat taman bukit indah skudai. danial masuk ruma je trus bg salam then bg doet raya kat aku. haha! best best. tak bnyk la tapi ckup la nak beli 2,3 helai baju. haha. :D thanks dohh. tema dorang tahun ni berwarna merah, smua warna merah yg si kecik tu pun pakai bju melayu warna merah. comel je. haha. bini dia plak lawa. cun abis la. haha. : ) dsebabkn nak sesuai dgn dorang ni aku pun cari la baju melayu kat rumah ni. rupa2nye ada warna hitam, tapi dah lama nye la time aku sekolah dulu sebab nak buat persembahan apa ntah. dah lupa la. haha. tak lama pun dorang bersembang dgn parents aku sebab parents aku nak pgy jumpa org kat town. after parents aku kluar je kita pun gerak ke kampung kak Sarah. time tu dah pkol 3pm. kejap je masa berlalu.dari ruma aku nak ke ruma kak Sarah agak jauh lah. kalau tak bnyk krete dlm 1 jam dah sampai dh. aku duk main dgn si Asyraf je dlm krete. dorang pun tgh borak pasal ape ntah. tak amek port sgt. hehe. akhirnye sampai la jugak ruma kak sarah. ruma dia tak ramai tetamu pun. cuma sedara mara je yg datang. : ) parents kak srah dah tggu kat dpan ruma pun. sebab nak jumpa anak kesayangan dorang. kak sarah ni anak bongsu drpd 6 org anak. selepas bersalam dgn parents and sedara mara kak sarah aku pun makan la apa yg dsediakn. haha. sedap sedap. thanks Uncle Anuar and Aunty Faridah. serious sedap gila. :D after makan je aku pgy lepak hisap rokok dgn cousin aku. kat sini mmg ramai awek cun. haha. <3>

singapore dohh

gagaga. : ) last friday parents aku ajak aku pgy singapore. sebab my dad ada keje nak jumpa Uncle Johnson a.k.a customer dia kat sana. so aku dgn my mom pun decide la nak ikot my dad ke singapore. kali ni aku nak shopping kat sgpore plak. haha. sebab my dad ada, aku dah biasa pow mak aku. kali ni nak pow duit ayah plak. haha. alaa, daddy relax la. tak banyak pun kn? haha. hmm, 3 of us sampai sana around pkul 1pm kot. sampai singapore je my dad trus pgy jumpa uncle johnson. anak perempuan uncle johnson cantek doh, dh mcm siapa ntah. aku tak igt. haha. tp cantik la, sebab si johnson tu chinese tapi bini dia minah salleh. haha. selepas jumpa uncle johnson je kiteorg trus gerak ke Orchard Road. haha. best best. dsebabkn december ni cousin aku kawin so aku pun plan nak beli baju kat sini la. sebab kalau kat sini sale dia lain, kalau barang2 branded murah je. haha. hmm, aku sempat beli sehelai seluar je kat sini. sebab mcm tak menarik je baju kat sini. tp, bapak aku sempat lagi nak beli baju dia. adeh! kiteorg pun jln2 je la around Orchard Road ni. after jalan2 aku ajak parents aku lepak mekdi jap. sebab nak try "fillet o fish wasabi" mcm best je aku tgk iklan burger tu. french fries kat sini plak bg wasabi powder. peh, mmg panas la kn. haha. tp, takde la sedap mana, biase2 je. haha. after lepak mekdi je aku dgn parents gerak ke east coast. hehe, sebab my dad nak jumpa kakak dia yg stay kat marina cresent. also know as aunty aku la. : ) alaa, jumpa aunty aku pun kejap je. lepak ruma dia borak2 jap then trus blah. lagpun aunty aku nak kluar, dia ada dinner kat mana ntah. haha. ahh, tak kesah la.! marina crsent ni dah bleh kira dkat dgn tp laut la. nak pgy airport singapore pun dkt gak. tak jauh pun. around 10 mins je dah sampai. tempat ni mmg best and bersih. petang je ada la bdak2 main kat taman tepi pantai tu. peace dohh. haha. parents aku plan nak dinner kat foodcourt marina parade je. sebab dekat skit. kiterorg mmg pemalas pun. haha. lgpun foodcourt ni bnyk choice. after mkn dinner je, sempat lagi nak jln2 kat marina parade ni. marina parade ni bleh kira mcm the curve malaysia. aku beli patung singa utk si DIA sbb semlm before aku grak singapore aku tanya dia nak apa, DIA ckp dia nak patung singa yg besar nye. nak beli kat celah mana plak kan? dah sah2 ada stu je kat singapore tu. haha. my mum sempat beli shampoo kat mark and spencer je bapak aku dah bising nak balik sebab dh lewat nanty jam kat custom lagi. time ni aku dah ngantok dah, masuk krete je tgk hp aku ada bnyk misscall and msg. dah la takde crdt mcm mana nak reply kan. nanti je la, after sampai jb topup bru la reply. bapak aku balik ikot second link sebab nak avoid traffic jam. kalau nak ikot causeway mesti jam sebab arini friday. weekend mesti ramai yg nak stuck kat kastam. all the way from singapore to jb aku tido je dlm krete, sebab dah penat berjalan the whole day. haha. sampai rumah jb pun dah around 1030pm. dsebabkn aku lupa nak singgah 7-11 tak dpt nak beli topup. so aku pun share la crdt from my mum nye hp. haha. thanks. tapi dia tak tau pun. haha. after mandi smua tu, aku trus call DIA. hehe. hari ni DIA balik rumah parents dia kat cheras sebab weekend. DIA angkat phone je trus bising kat aku that esok pagi dia ada test so kena grak from cheras to shah alam pagi2 buta. haha, terpakse la kan. nak buat mcm mana. after call dia je crdt aku trus habis. lahanat nye maxis ni nak cekik org ke apa? bodo! so, tak dpt la nak reply msg2 korang yg hantar td. especially roomate aku sorry ok. aku tak sempat nak reply. tetba my dad masuk bilik bgtau that tak jd nak pindah balik ke penang sebab after this dia ada bnyk keje kat jb and singapore. haihs, nak buat mcm mana. dorang brkeje susah payah pun sebab nak bg aku and adik duit utk study and belanja kan? terima je la. cuma kena la menetap kat jb ni lama skit. : ( apa2 pun today still the best la, sebab dpt spend time bersama parents aku. hehe. in the same time, i miss my sister and brother yg kat oversea tu. bila korang nak balik ni? adik aku pun aku dh lama tak jumpa. : (