Thursday, December 18, 2008

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aku tak tau nak start mcm mana . hati aku sakit . sakit sgt2 , bagai ditikam dgn pisau yg tajam . after class pkul 3 - 5 pm then lepak mkn dgn classmate and bincang pasal assgment then trus aku balik rumah . sebab nak catch Spa Q 2 kot . HAHAHA ! nak tgk Norish Karman . eh ! silap2 nak tgk Kenchana Dewi lah ! yg Shila oh lala tu ! hehe , tetba tangan gatai maka aku pun pgy lh on lappy aku nak online lh katanya . dgn pantas aku trus log in to myspace and facebook ! and tetba mood aku trus jd sedih . then aku pun pgy lh on ym jap . sebab nak tanya utk jawapan yg pasti. dlm hati aku mmg nak tanya je . tak ada niat nak tuduh2 pun . tp , manusia ni mmg . smua nye berlaku dluar jangkaan aku . and hari ni lah aku kehilangan seorg kawan yg begitu bermakna utk aku . tapi nak buat mcm mana lh kan . itu hak masing2 . kita tak bleh nak halang keputusan org lain . so aku pun jawab lah : im sorry . i janji dgn apa yg u nak ok? terus air mata aku menitis di atas keyboard lappy aku . entahlah . kenpa aku tetba begitu emotional . to you : sorry for my appear in your life . and being a bad friend in your life . i am so sorry . and itu lah ending for our friendship . lastly , u tu kena take care . selalu je sakit . jaga diri sediri lah eh . i hate the ending , seriously ! but it is good for us ! right ?


to love and to be loved

" it hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return , but what is more painful is to never have the courage to let that person know how you feel . dont go far looks , they can deceive , dont go for wealth , even the fades away , go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright . it takes only a minute to get a crush on someone , and a day to lose someone , but it takes a lifetime to forget somoene ! "

8 comments:

YaneeIdris said...

The hardest in love would probably be letting go of something you know will kill you.

No matter how much he/her means to you,but that is normal seeing n knowing u won’t be the first and last to love him,is what stays with you..

Wherever you go,the guilt will nag you for a lifetime but what makes sense really?to stay and let it rot you slowly?or to let go,well deserved tears and all hope he could do better..better in future and move on?

Something are best to let go,and watch it to leave you,but not all,somethings you do have work for..

Sometimes the best isn’t exactly enough,but the fact that you tried is good enough to last you a lifetime..

No amount of word can heal a broken heart and no amount of time will quarantee you eternal happiness kan?..but at least try to look at life in another person shoes then maybe you do understand..

Wake up!!!one day and see life at a different angle then maybe you would know the truth behind all the crap u called falling in love :)

p/s:em vincent i saje foward ayat2 kat atas ni..
actually it was given by one of my bestfriend masa kat hostel dulu..
dat time i baru broke up..n rasa down gle kot..1st la konon nye..
nak dekat 2tahun baru i rasa free!
haha

hmm then im getting better bila selalu baca ayat2 ayat ni :)

it means a lot kan!
anyway cheer up la tau?
dont be sad
heee

playdoh said...

oh my God ! yanee ! really thanks alot ! thanks yanee ! i really need you by my side now. and you r the person who always concern about me ! thanks yanee ! u r the best among my best fren ! love you friend ! :) yeah, i will always remember your words ! :)

Unknown said...

hello playdoh in wonderland, hope u happy in ur wonderland. well, life's just a tentative. u'll never knew what happen next, my advice. don crying just because u're sad. i meant it.

F-I-Q-O said...

well,
u dont really explained how it happens...
only if you do...i might understand it better =)

Anonymous said...

apa2 yg berlaku ada hikmah dsebaliknya.

hehehe... enjoy your life

playdoh said...

korank ! thanks tau sbb spend time kat blog playdoh ! appreciate sgt2 ! :)

korank tak good care eh? :)

chentachantqs said...

moga tabahhhh ye.!
takkk yahh nanges2.
kawan2 u ada ngan u kan.
happyyyy alwayssss playd0h.!

playdoh said...

chihuahua : yeah, i kena tabah. seriously. but im always fail ! hate it damn !