Merry Christmas ! - Singapore <3

Year End Holiday ! yeay ! <3

Happy Holiday ! ; )




and Merry Christmas ! ! !

again , again , and again !

bright like the new day a blank jet of sun covers you fresh and so innocent new to the world Everyone loves you now as the day grows brighter you grow wiser only enough to see the world in a new way day getting darker slower to move. It only seems like earlier that you helped others. The day is gone and so are you tomorrow brings new life just to lose one more last, i just want to be like other people.and please i just need a new life from everybody. thanks : )

Kau Dipaksa Aku Terpaksa

Hati siapakah mampu menahan rasa terkilan
Setelah percintaan dihujani halangan
Sia-sialah aku berkorban selama ini
Andai dirimu tak mampu aku miliki

Pernah jua ku terluka dihiris belati tajam
Walaupun rasa pedih masih mampu ku menahan
Tapi kini aku luka erti luka perasaan
Walaupun tak berdarah bisa buat aku gundah

Kutahu cintamu amat kuat untuk diri ini
Namun tak memberi erti
Jurang pemisah di antara kita
Makin hampir ketara

Bukan Cinta

Apakah yang kau harapkan dariku?
Jikaku tidak mencintaimu,
Maafkanlah aku kerna menhancurkan hatimu

Padamkan aku dari hidupmu
Tiada kebahagiaan dariku untukmu,
Ia hanya melukakan

Mengapa kau tidak putus untuk mengambil hatiku?
Memberikan cinta, kasih dan sayang padaku
Yang tidak tahu menghargai

Tiada cinta dariku untukmu
Hanya kebencian dalam hatiku
Untuk kau melupakan ku
Sedarlah dari mimpimu
Aku akan pergi meninggalkanmu….

i want to be strong ; )

I Surrender !


be strong and stronger ! ; )

*p/s : yanee , thanks alot ye. i appreciate it ! ;) i really miss you my friend. !

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aku tak tau nak start mcm mana . hati aku sakit . sakit sgt2 , bagai ditikam dgn pisau yg tajam . after class pkul 3 - 5 pm then lepak mkn dgn classmate and bincang pasal assgment then trus aku balik rumah . sebab nak catch Spa Q 2 kot . HAHAHA ! nak tgk Norish Karman . eh ! silap2 nak tgk Kenchana Dewi lah ! yg Shila oh lala tu ! hehe , tetba tangan gatai maka aku pun pgy lh on lappy aku nak online lh katanya . dgn pantas aku trus log in to myspace and facebook ! and tetba mood aku trus jd sedih . then aku pun pgy lh on ym jap . sebab nak tanya utk jawapan yg pasti. dlm hati aku mmg nak tanya je . tak ada niat nak tuduh2 pun . tp , manusia ni mmg . smua nye berlaku dluar jangkaan aku . and hari ni lah aku kehilangan seorg kawan yg begitu bermakna utk aku . tapi nak buat mcm mana lh kan . itu hak masing2 . kita tak bleh nak halang keputusan org lain . so aku pun jawab lah : im sorry . i janji dgn apa yg u nak ok? terus air mata aku menitis di atas keyboard lappy aku . entahlah . kenpa aku tetba begitu emotional . to you : sorry for my appear in your life . and being a bad friend in your life . i am so sorry . and itu lah ending for our friendship . lastly , u tu kena take care . selalu je sakit . jaga diri sediri lah eh . i hate the ending , seriously ! but it is good for us ! right ?


to love and to be loved

" it hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return , but what is more painful is to never have the courage to let that person know how you feel . dont go far looks , they can deceive , dont go for wealth , even the fades away , go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright . it takes only a minute to get a crush on someone , and a day to lose someone , but it takes a lifetime to forget somoene ! "

T A G ! again by tyra banks - jeff !

HAHAHA , actly dah lama si bodoh , gemok tu tag aku . tapi aku malas sgt nak layankn dia ! tak ada masa aku nak layan tag kau bodoh ! ni pun aku terpaksa reply tag kau ! baruah ! macam haram ! dengar sini , aku akan balas dgn sempurna !

1 ) Do you think you 're HOT ?
- damn you ! i am not ! HAHAHA , i love to be cool ! * suam - suam sejuk je ! ;p

2 ) Upload your favourite picture of you .

* p / s : my latest pic ! ; )

3 ) Why do you like that picture ?
- because aku nampak lain dalam picture itu ! sebab tu lh aku suka ! ; )

4 ) When was the last time you ate pizza?
- kau mmg bodoh jeff ! tanya soalan yang membunuh cell2 otak aku ! ( penat aku fikir ! ) it was a long long long time ago ! i can 't really remember it dear ! kalau tak silap aku , its on october kot . i had it with my family . if i am not mistaken lah . hehe ;p


5 ) The last song you listened to?
- You ' re still the one by Shania Twain
HAHAHA , jiwang karat !

6 ) What are you doing now besides this?
- nothing much lah bodoh ! soalan ni pun nak tanya ! * tgh ambik bau yg sedap . nana and panda tgh masak ! ( to panda and nana : kali ni korank btul2 berjaya ! )

7 ) What other name do you prefer besides yours?
- aku nak org pggl aku playdoh bila jumpa aku dmana2 sahaja ! ; D

This Christmas !

jingle bell , jingle bell , jingle bell , jingle all the way ... haihs , what should i plan for this coming Christmas ? all of the shopping complex are playing the Christmas songs . its make people feel very joyful . thoought that want to celebrate with my friend but suddently i received a text message -( ... u , 25 i nye kazen tunang ... ) so , i am thinking to have a trip to Singapore during this x' mas . hmm , this lately many things that happened in my personal life . and i learned how to compare the good and bad . its make me more matured . suddenly , i felt happy that i am already 19 ! hooray ! can watch porn videos legally ( HAHAHA ) , smoke legally and etc . i always tell myself that - be strong baby ! but i am always weak ! just wonder how could it be ? for this Christmas i want to pray to God for giving me a huge love and make me strong and stronger !






merry christmas ! ! ! ; )