aku tak tau nak start mcm mana . hati aku sakit . sakit sgt2 , bagai ditikam dgn pisau yg tajam . after class pkul 3 - 5 pm then lepak mkn dgn classmate and bincang pasal assgment then trus aku balik rumah . sebab nak catch Spa Q 2 kot . HAHAHA ! nak tgk Norish Karman . eh ! silap2 nak tgk Kenchana Dewi lah ! yg Shila oh lala tu ! hehe , tetba tangan gatai maka aku pun pgy lh on lappy aku nak online lh katanya . dgn pantas aku trus log in to myspace and facebook ! and tetba mood aku trus jd sedih . then aku pun pgy lh on ym jap . sebab nak tanya utk jawapan yg pasti. dlm hati aku mmg nak tanya je . tak ada niat nak tuduh2 pun . tp , manusia ni mmg . smua nye berlaku dluar jangkaan aku . and hari ni lah aku kehilangan seorg kawan yg begitu bermakna utk aku . tapi nak buat mcm mana lh kan . itu hak masing2 . kita tak bleh nak halang keputusan org lain . so aku pun jawab lah : im sorry . i janji dgn apa yg u nak ok? terus air mata aku menitis di atas keyboard lappy aku . entahlah . kenpa aku tetba begitu emotional . to you : sorry for my appear in your life . and being a bad friend in your life . i am so sorry . and itu lah ending for our friendship . lastly , u tu kena take care . selalu je sakit . jaga diri sediri lah eh . i hate the ending , seriously ! but it is good for us ! right ?
to love and to be loved " it hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return , but what is more painful is to never have the courage to let that person know how you feel . dont go far looks , they can deceive , dont go for wealth , even the fades away , go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright . it takes only a minute to get a crush on someone , and a day to lose someone , but it takes a lifetime to forget somoene ! "
