I miss YOU very much !

haish ... my mind keep thinking of that person. entah lh... aku pun tak tau nak buat apa dah... eyy! serabut kepala otak aku. kusut!

Pernah jua ku terluka dihiris belati tajam
Walaupun rasa pedih masih mampu ku menahan
Tapi kini aku luka erti luka perasaan
Walaupun tak berdarah bisa buat aku gundah

Remp - iT

vrooom ... vrooooom ... haha ! malam tadi sinchan ( firdaus ) msg aku ajak kluar lepak kat town. so apa lagi aku pun ON je la. sebab dah lama tak kluar mlm. hehe. dia cakap nak amek aku kat rumah around 9.30pm. so aku pun mandi and siap2 tunggu kedatangan dia. hehe. tp .... ! jam tepat pkul 9.15pm sinchan msg aku lagi , -

weh, sorry la .. aku xdpt kluar la .. sebab mak aku pakai krete xtau balik pkul brape. mcm mane ar? aku malas nak naik motor. sorry eh, esk2 je la.

and mood aku pun dh malas. so apa lagi, grab my lappy and trus online. hehe. kalau korang nak tau, lappy Fujitsu aku lh yang jd teman sejati aku semasa aku berada dirumah. online nye online, tetba msn aku ada org nudge ! si amush plak ajak lepak ruma dia. trus aku jadi gembira sebab takde lh bosan asyik duk kat ruma je. ni perbualan kita dlm msn -

amush : nudge !
playdoh : amende ?
amush : weh, lepak ruma aku lew ! aku amek kau kat ruma
playdoh : ok2. skrg eh !
amush : alright, tapi krete qimy pinjam ar. naik motor bleh?
playdoh : hmm, bleh je la. aku tgh bosan tahap cipan ni.
playdoh : haha, bleh rempit mush ! hehe :p
amush : hehehehe, mcm2 la ko nie, ok aku grak skrg tau. lagi 15mins aku sampai.
playdoh : alright boss

after 15 min si amush pun sampai. then trus gerak ke rumah dia lepak2. igtkn ruma dia ada apa2 yg best2. rupa2nye, duk dlm bilik dia online je. baik aku duk kat ruma je. last2 aku ajak dia pgy pusing2 kat bandar. hehe. and dia pun takde hal. then trus kiteorg gerak. tetba dak abang ( iqmar ) msg tanya kat mana. and nak lepak sekali. kiteorg tggu si dak abg tu kat melaka sentral dulu then trus pgy pusing2 kat bandar. hehe. best dow ! pgy tgk eye on malaysia yang bru dipindah ke melaka. tapi lokasi tempat eye on malaysia kat melaka ni tak strategi. view dia tak best lh. sebab letak kat tepi laut. nak tgk apa? letak lh kat tgh2 town ke. kannn? bodo ! haha. after pusing2 kiteorg lepak kat mekdi dataran pahlawan. kiteorg lepak kat sana quite lama lh. dlm 3 jam ada kot. borak2 kat sana. dgr si dak abg buat lawak lahanatt dia. haha. gelak nye gelak tiktoktiktok... jam dh pkol 4am. so kiteorg pun angkat lh bontot masing2 and chow. mlm td mmg sejuk nk mampos. bergigil aku naik motor. haha. tapi sumpah best. vroom... vroom... rempittttttttttt ! :)


p/s : bila lh aku bleh pakai skinny ! haha ;D

Cinta Tanpa Kata - Kata

Hidup adalah warna warni
Jika datang cinta selalu
Menuntut pengorbanan
Sejak manusia pertama

Aku adalah pencinta biasa
Yang dengan hati mencintaimu
Mencinta dengan caraku
Cinta yang mengharapkan setia

Cinta tanpa kata-kata
Cinta seperti embun dan pagi
Cinta seperti bulan dan bintang
Cinta seperti api dan bara

That;s when you love someone

When you love someone - you'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

You'll deny the truth - believe a lie
There'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly
But your lonely nights - have just begun
When you love someone

When you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside
And nothin else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone

When you love someone - you'll sacrifice
You'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice
You'd risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone
You'll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone

To All My Best Friends : shima, eddy, panda, nana, yanee and amy winehouse - intan jazmine ... ; )

This is for you, my best friend,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.

Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down

I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.

And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.

I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you :
My best friendsss !

Tag

THE SELF
[01] Name: Vincent
[02] Nickname: play doh
[03] Married: Esok !
[04] Zodiac Sign: Libra
[05] Gender: Male
[06] Age: 19
[07] High School: English College ( Maktab Sultan Abu Bakar. JB )
[08] University: MMU Melaka Campus
[09] Height: 172 kot !
[10] Weight: Mesin timbang rosak ! haha ! ;D
[11] Do you like yourself: Mesti lah ! gila !
[12] Piercings: Toungue !
[13] Right or left: Center
[14] Are you a freak: Yes !
[15] Hair: Hitam lah !
[16] Skin: Yellow skin
[17] Allergic: -
[18] What are you doing now: Thinking somebody !
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Dreaming on my bed
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Get a good job .

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): 4
[23] Eldest: Brother
[24] Youngest: Sister
[25] Love/hate your family: Love je !

THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: Not sure ...
[27] If yes, who is he/she: No comment !
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Bitter half
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Dah lupa lah !
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Not sure ...
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Yeah, even more than that ...
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: No comment
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: Too many ... ; (
[34] Ever argue with your other half: -
[35] You with your other half since: Review Q. 26
[36] Are you straight/gay: Straight ? Gay ? Both lah ! haha ; D joking !
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Ask my heart , if you can !
[38] You and your other half in which stage: Don't be a busybody to know it ... ; p
[39] You woo-ed her/him or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: Oh my God ! Yes !

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: Ben
[42] Your first enemy: Cant list here ! Ask me personaly
[43] The friend you love the most: Who loves me
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): Review Q. 42
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Kimora Lee kot ! haha !
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: Elvis
[47] The kind of girl/woman you hate the most: Pompuan gedik !
[48] The kind of boy/man you hate the most: Lelaki yg pukol bini ! haha
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Yeah, once
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Nahh !
[51] If your friend backstab you: Siku sama dia
[52] If your friend betray you: Don't care
[53] If your friend woo your lover: Potong leher dia
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Fall in love dgn dia jugak lah ...
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Will think about it

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: Nahh
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Assignments will be done b4 the dateline
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Nope
[59] Always late to school/college: Tak penah . if lambat then trus ponteng je .
[60] Your class: Macam2 ada .
[61] You love your seniors: Hmmm ...
[62] Senior who you love the most: Crazy
[63] Your classmates good/bad: some of 'em very nice n some of 'em just bullshit !
[64] Excellent result classmate: Cant reach it
[65] Laziest classmate: Most of them

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: play doh
[67] Stupid people: -
[68] Good looking people: Just around me
[69] Ugly people: Ramai je
[70] Funny people: Some of my friends kot
[71] Cute people: play doh lah !
[72] Bad people: Entah
[73] Honest people: Him / Her
[74] Acting people: -
[75] You are what kind of people: Mental

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: BOTH
[77] Hugs or kisses: BOTH
[78] Shorter or taller: Depends
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Haha ! Soalan bodoh !
[81] Listener or talker: Both
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic lah dulu , then baru rich ... haha !
[83] Good wife or Good mother: Depends

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: Esok pun boleh ...
[85] Numbers of kid(s): Tak kesah pun .
[86] Career: Tauke besaq ! Dok goyang kaki then doet masuk !
[87] Salary: Lagi banyak lagi bagus lah ! Ofcause
[88] Retirement age: No limit ! As long as i still alive
[89] Properties value: You do the math
[90] Wishes: To those who know i am sick , please pray for me

ENOUGH ! ! !

I am A love - sick puppy.

i am a love sick puppy? aku pun tak tau la. malas la nak fikir smua tu. For those who have been close to my life mesti tahu perkembangan hidup aku kan. Actly aku ada rapat dgn seseorang ni, which i dont know how, but i fell so deeply in love with ( eventhough kami mmg takde ape2 ikatan lagi ). Im a love-sick puppy. Pgy mana2 pon i keep thinking tentang dia. I cant hide from my feeling. Seriously, my feeling towards dia sgt mendalam. I've never felt so hopelessly devoted to someone before. Bak kata org mandi tak basah makan tak kenyang la. Haha. : D I know its very tacky but its true. Could it be true love? Hmm, i dont know. But i know its karma, what goes around comes around. Aku penah menyakiti hati orang dan kini aku da terima balek perkara yg aku telah buat pada org laen. So, aku pasrah.

"Love is a strange thing. You cannot force it into sumone life. It's either there or not. If i let this "thing" between us going on it will only hurt me more because i will fall in love with you more and more each day. Cinta yg bertepuk sebelah tangan will never work."

it is hard for me to handle the emotional rollercoaster, aku dah tak mampu nak handle dah! :(

You've been wonderful to me and i will treasure every moment we had together. Thank you. I am STILL in love with you. <3