Empty

I am not a good person yet a liar! in my life i learn how to be strong when there is no one beside me. even my own parents. i used to be cry when there is nobody, when my room mate are sleeping like a dead fish. i hate lonely but i love to be alone. i am 20 and i want to be more happy than my previous life. but, all of my dreams stop here and give my life a big fullstop i guess. God, any chance for me? yeah, i am still young and i have to enjoy my wonderful life like others. but why those bad things happened on me? i don't want to lose my family, friends, studies, future, and my love one by a second. it's hurt me very much! Yeah, i admin i am not a perfect person but not a liar. please, i need you to care for me. really! i need it! i am so miserable. i don't know what should i do now. yesterday, i called you and i told you all of my problems and i hope you will understand me. i can't keep it anymore. I just pray to God and hope that everything will be ok. hopefully! GUYS, i am SICK! ;(

please do pray for me yeah . . .